Where Have I Been?

Ok, I know that it's been a long time since I've last been on here. The truth is, there are several reasons why I haven't posted anything in 4 months.

First, I haven't had much time. In fact, I really should be doing something as I write this, but I just can't get the idea that I left this without saying anything in my head any longer. Within the past few months, I have been getting re-focused. Junior year is very hard, so I have to really focus on schoolwork. I have also decided to focus more on fashion and writing in my spare time, since that is what I truly enjoy doing and want to make a future out of. Between school, hobbies, and just time for chilling out, I hardly have time to keep up a blog.

Since I have been re-focusing, I realized that I truly did not enjoy keeping up this blog. It started to get tedious over time and I began to see it as more of an obligation. At first, it was fun. But I was trying to be a beauty guru, which my big interest in them was more of a phase. I also thought that I was supposed to talk about my disability and my anxiety disorders, but I don't really enjoy talking about that in real life to begin with. I also do not like people to pity me, which is annoys me. Taking picures were tedious for me, too. My camera is not the greatest for taking close-ups.

I have learned to time manage and not procrastinate. Blogging is not an idea that I have completely thrown out. I feel that I would like to try again sometime soon, on a new blog. It would be more of what I am into, writing and fashion. There would not be that much photographs, since I don't like taking them as much. I do hope that I could get signed up to Google Ad Sense, so I could get paid.

So, there it is. I really hope that clears things up and answers some questions. If I do start a new blog, I will make another post here that will link you to it. In the meantime, I don't think I'll be back anytime soon.